★3日間のひきこもり生活(初)

ここ数日初めて心底感じたこと

「1日24時間じゃ足りない!!」

生まれて初めてそう実感した。

 

 

気づいたら深夜0時過ぎてるし
ここ最近は3日間家から一歩も出てない。

正真正銘のひきこもりです。

今日久々に一歩外に出る機会があって
太陽のサンサンなこと!

異常に気持ちよく感じて
日光浴しながらウクレレ弾いて

何なら雲が龍に見えてうっとりして
手のひらを太陽にかざして

あ〜〜うわぁぁぁああ〜〜〜
最高〜気持ちいい〜〜

 

そして私がひきこもって何をしてたかというと

絵を描いて描いて描きまくってた!!!

今は絵を描くのが一番集中できて
最高に至福を感じる時間。

わたしは描くのがスローペースで
完成には時間がかかるタイプ。

でも
めっっっっちゃ真剣に丁寧に描く。

一筆一筆が魂の投影。
実際に描いてるのはマントラだったりするから
ある意味瞑想してるのと同じ状態。

この長い長い瞑想を経て
もうすぐショップに作品が公開できるので
とっても楽しみです。

来月からの関西ツアーにも連れて行きます♡

 

旅で描き始めた絵たちが
今完成に近づいていくのが
楽しくて幸せで仕方ない

わたし
自分の作品にほれぼれします。

寝るのも惜しむくらい
目が離せなくなっちゃう状態

朝起きて
自分が描いた作品を眺めるのが
楽しみで楽しみで
ウキウキして就寝します。

先日なんて

こうやって毎日毎日描くに専念できる環境があることが
幸せだなー最高だなー
もうすごいじゃないかーーーーああぁぁぁあああーーー(絶頂の気持ち)

この絶頂感&至福感を深夜おさえきれなくて
誰かに伝えたくて

でも家族も寝てるし
どうしようもなかったので結果

キラキラのペンで「し」「あ」「わ」「せ」
って描いて
ベッドで「しあわせ〜はぁ〜」って5回くらい言って
眠りについた。

 

2年くらい前までは
人前になんてさらしたこともなかった
自分の描いた絵

今では
ネットショップを開けたり
展示会ができたりすることは
本当に奇跡なんだとおもうくらい
数年前の自分じゃ考えられなかった。

だってコンプレックスだったから!!!😭

たくさん並べた言い訳を
たまねぎの皮を剥がすように剥いていって
芯にたどり着いたとき
その想いは
本当にピュアでピカピカしてた

わたしはそのピカピカを貫いて(時折負けそうになるけど)
好きなことを毎瞬毎瞬してる。

肩こるし、座骨にアザもできる

け・ど

幸せなんだ!!!!!!!!!!

この幸せの実感と
夜な夜な瞑想し続けている
旅から得たエネルギーに満ちた絵たちが

誰かの元に旅立っていくのが
さみしくもあり
でもとっても誇らしく幸せな気持ち

もうすぐネットショップも更新されるので
楽しみにしていてください☆
今夜もキャーキャー言って
ほれぼれして
寝床につきます♡

いつもありがとう!!
おやすみなさい!

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